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BEST I EVER HAD - VERTICAL HORIZON

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted

[Chorus]
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever

COLLIDE by HOWIE DAY

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

LEAVE OUT ALL THE REST by LINKING PARK

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

Twilight is a series of four vampire-based fantasy/romance novels by author Stephenie Meyer. It follows the adventures of Isabella "Bella" Swan, a teenager who moves to Forks, Washington and finds her life turned upside-down when she falls in love with a vampire named Edward Cullen.

The series is told primarily from Bella's point of view, with the epilogue of Eclipse and a portion of Breaking Dawn being told from the viewpoint of character Jacob Black. Midnight Sun, if published, will be a retelling of the first book, Twilight, from Edward Cullen's point of view.

The series is currently one of the most popular written for young adults, having sold 50 million copies worldwide and over 7.7 million copies in the U.S. alone. The books have been translated into over 20 different languages around the world

Twilight

Bella Swan moves from Phoenix, Arizona to Forks, Washington to allow her mother, Renée, to travel with her new husband, Phil, a baseball player. After moving to Forks, Bella finds herself involuntarily drawn to a mysterious, handsome boy, Edward Cullen, who turns out to be a vampire who drinks animal blood as opposed to human blood. They fall passionately in love, and must fight off a clan of three vampires who are drawn to drink Bella's blood. Bella escapes to Phoenix, Arizona where she is tricked into confronting James, a sadistic vampire who wishes to kill her. Edward rescues her, and they return to Forks.

New Moon

Edward and his family leave Forks because of his belief that he is constantly endangering Bella's life. Bella falls into a deep depression, until she develops a strong friendship with werewolf Jacob Black. Jacob and the other wolves in his tribe must protect her from Victoria, an evil vampire who intends to avenge the death of James, her mate, by killing Bella. A misunderstanding occurs, and Edward is led to believe that Bella is dead. Edward decides to commit suicide in Volterra, Italy, but he is stopped by Bella and Alice. They meet with the Volturi and are let go on the condition that Bella be turned into a vampire in the near future. Bella and Edward are reunited, and the Cullens return to Forks.

Eclipse

The vampire Victoria has amassed an army of "newborn" vampires to battle the Cullen family and kill Bella. Meanwhile, Bella is forced to choose between her relationship with Edward and her friendship with Jacob. Edward's family of vampires and Jacob's pack of werewolves join forces to successfully destroy Victoria and her army of vampires. In the end, Bella chooses Edward's love over Jacob's. Jacob is devastated to hear of Bella's choice and of her decision to become a vampire.

Breaking Dawn

Bella and Edward get married, but their honeymoon is cut short by Bella's realization that she has become pregnant. Bella's pregnancy progresses at an extremely fast rate and makes her very weak. She nearly dies while giving birth to her and Edward's half-vampire-half-human daughter, Renesmee, but Edward injects Bella with his venom to save her life by turning her into a vampire. A vampire from another coven sees Renesmee and mistakes her for an "immortal child", the existence of which violates vampire rules, and informs the Volturi. The Cullens gather vampire witnesses who can verify that the child is not one of the immortal children. The Cullens and their witnesses convince the Volturi that Renesmee is not a danger to vampires or their secret, and they are left in peace.

Tell me something I don't know

Everybody tells me that it's so hard to make it
It's so hard to break and
There's no way to fake it
Everybody tells me that it's wrong
What i'm feelin'
I shouldn't believe in
The dreams that i'm dreamin'
I hear it everyday
I hear it all the time
I'm never gonna melt it much
But they are never gonna change my mind

Oh, Tell me, Tell me, Tell me
Something I don't know,
Something I don't know
Something I don't know
Tell me, Tell Me, Tell me
Something I don't know
Something I don't know
Something I don't know

How many inches in a mile?
What it takes to make you smile
Betcha not gonna treat me like
A child baby

Tell me, Tell me, Tell me
Something I don't know
Something I don't know
Something I don't know
Tell me, Tell me, Tell me
Something I don't know
Something I don't know
Something I don't know

Everybody tells me that I don't know what I'm doin'
This life I'm Persuin'
The odds I'de be Losin'
Everybody tells me that it's one in a million
Like one in a billion
One in a zillion
I hear it everyday, I hear it all the time
I'm never gonna melt it much
But they are never gonna change my mind

Oh
Tell me, Tell me, Tell me
Something I don't know
Something I don't know
Something I don't know
Tell me, Tell me, Tell me
Something I don't know
Something I don't know
Something I don't know

[Rap]
So here's the track
Like Catrina makes a wish Medinna
Make 'em say
Are you ready for it?

Ya i'm ready for it
Really ready for it
Ya i'm ready for it
Let's get ready for it
I'm on my way
I know I'm gonna get there someday
It doesn't help when you say
It won't be easy

Tell me, Tell me, Tell me
Something I don't know
Something I don't know
Something I don't know
Tell me, Tell me, Tell me
Something I don't know
Something I don't know
Something I don't know

How many inches in a mile?
What it takes to make you smile
Betcha not gonna treat me like
A child baby

Tell me, Tell me, Tell me
Something I don't know
Something I don't know
Something I don't know
Tell me, Tell me, Tell me
Something I don't know
Something I don't know
Something I don't know

How many inches in a mile?
What it takes to make you smile
Betcha not gonna treat me like
A child baby

Ooooo
Oh Oh
Oh Yeah


Ever Try To Reach For Something
But Its Someone Else's Dream
Every Step That You Take Forward
It Takes You Right Back Where You Been
And Then When You Least Expect It
And You Tried About Everything
Somebody Hears Your Opinion
Somebody Cares What You See
You Woke Me Up
No Longer Tired
With You I Feel Inspired
You Help Me Find My Fire


You're The New Classic
You're The New PYT
Stands For Pay Young
Taking On The World From The Driver's Seat
You Look So Classic
Fantastic
When You Own That Floor
Bring The Beat Back Once More
Let Me See You Do That


Oh Trying To Do It Right
No Rehearsals
It's Your Life
If Your Doing This Crazy Dance
Cause Your Making These Crazy Plans


It's Just This Is Not a Test
You Put In Work To Be The Best (ohhh)
(ohhh) It's A Classic Take
On A Brand New Game
Before The Needle Drops
They're Gonna Know Your Name
When It Gets Old Don't Lose The Love
You're Cold I'll Warm You Up
(You Up) Your Fire Is Hot Enough (enough) Enough (enough)


You're The New Classic
You're The New PYT
Stands For Pay Young And
Trying Everything Just To Touch Your Dreams
You Look So Classic Fantastic
When You Own That Floor
Bring The Beat Back Once More (bring it back) (once more)
Let Me See You Do That


It's Become So Hard
For Me To Be Surprised
You're Bringing Back The Real Me
No Judgment In Your Eyes
Cause When I Dance With You
It's How I Speak The Truth
Just Classic When Me Met
Now You Make Me New

You're The New Classic
You're The New PYT
Cause You're Pay Young And
Taking On The World From The Drivers Seat
You Look So Classic
Fantastic
When You Own That Floor
Bring The Beat Back Once More (bring the beat back once more)


You're The New Classic
You're The New PYT
Cause You're Pay Young And
Taking On The World From The Driver's Seat
You Look So Classic
Fantastic
When You Own That Floor
Bring The Beat Back Once More
(bring it back) (bring it back)(oh)
Let Me See You Do That


Your The New Classic
Your The New PYT
Cause Your Pay Young
Isn't Take A Chance To Believe In Me
You're The New Classic
Fantastic
When You Own That Floor (when you're on that floor)
Bring The Beat Back Once More (bring it back once more)
Let Me See You Do That

i miss him...

his texts

his smile

his laugh

his face

his sweet talks

his cute style

his lunch time greetings

his voice

his jokes

his care for me

his questions about me

his questions about my day

his love

I MISS EDMUND!!

VULNERABLE by SECONDHAND SERENADE

Share with me the blankets that you're wrapped in
Because it's cold outside (cold outside) it's cold outside
Share with me the secrets that you kept in
Because it's cold inside (cold inside) it's cold inside

And your slow shaking finger tips
Show that you're scared like me so
Let's pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don’t care

Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don’t tell me that I'm the only one that’s vulnerable
Impossible

I was born to tell you I love you
Isn't that a song already?
I get a B in originality
And it's true I can't go on without you
Your smile makes me see clearer
If you could only see in the mirror what I see

And your slow shaking finger tips
Show that you're scared like me so
Let pretend we're alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don’t care

Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don’t tell me that I'm the only one that’s vulnerable
Impossible

Slow down girl your not going anywhere
Just wait around and see
Maybe I'm much more
You never know what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone I can be anything
Just because you were hurt doesn’t mean you shouldn’t bleed
I can be anyone anything I promise I can be what you need

Tell me, tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
Please don’t tell me that I'm the only one that’s vulnerable
Impossible

TONIGHT by FM Static

I remember the times we spent together
On those drives
We had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York
Everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And I used to feel like dreamin'
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait

I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus
And how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad
Sometimes not having you here
I sing

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can't just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you I can't just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

MY ENGLISH REVIEW: (vocabulary part)

V. Vocabulary

Abhorrence - a feeling of intense disapproval of something.

Acquiesce - to agree or comply with something in a passive or reserved way.Anecdotes - a short personal account of an incident or event.

Bereavement - to deprive somebody of a beloved person. 

Bountiful - giving generously, particularly to less fortunate people. 

Chagrin - a feeling of vexation or humiliation due to disappointment about something. 

Clothes-press – clothes-cupboard. 

Complacently - self-satisfied and unaware of possible dangers.

Crammed - force objects or people into a space or container that is too

small to hold them comfortably. 

Deaved – banged, stunned (literally, deafened by noise). 

Delirium - a state marked by extreme restlessness, confusion. 

Disparagement - to refer disapprovingly or contemptuously. 

Embalming - to treat a dead body with a preservative substance in order to stop it decaying. 

Endeavoring - to make a serious and sincere effort to achieve something. 

Expostulations - to express disagreement or disapproval. 

Exuberance - full of happy high spirits and vitality. 

Flaysome – frightening.

Flurried - a short period when a lot of things happen.

Excursion - a short trip to a place and back, for pleasure or a purpose.

Gripe – have or cause stomach pain.

Hovel - a small, dirty, or poorly built house

Heedless - not paying attention to somebody or to something.

Irksome - slightly annoying, especially because of being tedious.

Jocks – jugs.

Languid - lacking vigor and energy.

Lavished - given or produced in abundance or to excess.

Lugs – ears.

Malevolence - having or showing a desire to harm others.

Monopolized - to demand or take all of something.

Nab – a projecting part of a hill or rock.

Nave – fist.

Obdurate - not easily persuaded or influenced.

Offald – worthless.

Paragon – somebody or something that is the very best example of something.

Physiognomy - the features of somebody's face.

Plisky – mischievous trick.

Prognosticate - to predict or foretell future events.

Sanctimonious - making an exaggerated show of holiness or moral superiority.

Scroop – the back of the cover of a book.

Sexton - the caretaker of a church and its graveyard.

Skift – move away briskly.

Soliloquize - to speak a soliloquy in the course of a play.

Spurn - to reject a person, offer, gift.

Sullen - showing bad temper or hostility.

Thible – a smooth stick or spatula used for stirring broth, porridge, etc.

Transgressions - a crime or any act that violates a law, command, or moral code.

Tumult - a violent or noisy commotion.

Vivacity - liveliness and high-spiritedness.

Vociferating - to shout something out loudly.

Wretch - a troubled or distressed person who evokes pity in others.

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on....
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.

here's the anime and the summary:

SPECIAL A

Hikari Hanazono, the main character, has always been second to Kei Takishima. While Hikari considers Kei a rival and somewhat of a friend, Kei loves Hikari. Everyone knows this, but she is too dense to notice. Their wrestling loving fathers first introduced them to one another when they were 6 years old. Assuming that she was the best in wrestling, young Hikari challenged Kei to a wrestling match only to be thoroughly defeated by him. Ever since that fateful incident, Hikari swore to beat Kei in school grades, a sporting event - anything. To do this she has enrolled in the same school as Kei since elementary. Now she attends Hakusenkan, an ultra elite school, that costs her carpenter father a lot of money. Hikari and Kei are the top two students in the school, with Kei holding firmly to that number one position.

SHUGO CHARA

Amu Hinamori is a student at Seiyo Elementary, where she has a reputation for being "cool and spicy". However, her real personality is that of a very shy girl who has trouble showing her true self. One night, Amu wishes for the courage to be reborn as her "would-be" self, and the next morning Amu finds three brightly colored eggs—red, blue, and green—in her bed, which hatch into three Guardian Characters: Ran, Miki, and Su. The Guardian Characters aid Amu in discovering who she truly is and help fulfill Amu's dreams. Amu's life becomes much more complex as she struggles to deal with her "would-be" selves and the Seiyo Elementary's Guardians, who recruit Amu to search for the X Eggs and X Characters, the corrupted forms of peoples' dreams.

However, the Easter Company is extracting people's eggs in search of a special egg called the Embryo. The Embryo is believed to able to grant any wish to the one who possesses it. Nevertheless, the process creates X Eggs and X Characters.

Every child has an egg in their heart, unseen at first, an egg with the would-be self of their dreams. Hinamori Amu, part of a group called the Guardians, protect those eggs from becoming x-eggs, eggs filled with resentment and resignation that gives children troubles. Amu's job is to capture and restore x-eggs to their orginal form. She does this with the help of her three Shugo Chara (guardian characters or her would be selves), Ran, Miki and Su. Thanks to them she can change her character and abilities, and so fight against the mysterious organization Easter which aim is to find a special egg called Embryo using the x-eggs.

VAMPIRE KNIGHT

Yuki's earliest memory is of a snowy night in winter, when she was attacked by one vampire and was saved by another, Kaname Kuran. Ten years later, Yuki Cross, the adopted daughter of the headmaster of Cross Academy, has grown up and become a "prefect" (also known as a guardian) for the school with two purposes: to protect the Day class students (humans) from the Night class students (vampires) and to protect the true identity of the Night class students from being discovered by the Day class students. Her fellow guardian, Zero Kiryu, a childhood companion whose parents were killed by a pureblood vampire, is now determined to kill them all and refuses to trust them. Through a cruel twist of fate, Zero becomes a vampire himself, having been bitten by a pureblood vampire four years before, Shizuka Hiou. Kaname, Yuki's savior, leads the group of Night class, with the help of Takuma Ichijo (the vice president).

OURAN HIGHSHCOOL HOST CLUB

Haruhi Fujioka is a scholarship student at Ouran High School, a fictional school located in Bunkyō, Tokyo. Because of the superlative cost of the school uniform, Haruhi resorts to wearing long slacks, polo shirts and vests. Combined with her large glasses and tousled short hair, Haruhi's look causes her to be confused for a boy.

Looking for a quiet place to study, Haruhi stumbles upon the Third Music Room, the working place of the Ouran Host Club, a group of six extremely attractive male students (Takashi Morinozuka, called "Mori"; Mitsukuni Haninozuka, called "Honey"; twins Kaoru and Hikaru Hitachiin; Tamaki Suou, and Kyoya Ootori) who spend their time charming and entertaining the school's girls for profit. During their first meeting, Haruhi accidentally knocks over and breaks a vase valued at ¥8,000,000, estimated to be US$80,000.

In order to pay off the large debt, Haruhi is employed as the club's "dog" and is constantly ordered to do menial tasks like serving food or cleaning up. The club president, Tamaki Suou, without knowing she is really a girl, promotes Haruhi to "host" as soon as he discovers her potential. Even after the truth comes out in the Club, Haruhi continues the charade and is allowed to pay off the rest of her debt working as a host; in order to accomplish this, Haruhi conceals her true identity/gender from the customers and the school.

I'm surrently watching;

SPECIAL A

SHUGO CHARA

ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND

READING MANGA

OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB

SPECIAL A

VAMPIRE KNIGHT

ShUGO CHARA

i guess i watch the same stuff as i read the manga

i jsut wanted to let you guys know that even if we're not friends anymore.... i still care for you... i love  you till my death and i wish i died now so i could stop loving you..... you hurt me so much... I didn't really expect the pain to come from you... specially you... If i'd have realized that you didn't really like me, i would have stepped away from you... you  should have told me before it became a lot more painful than stabbing my heart a thousand times.... You shattered my life, all my memories, happy ones and sad ones... i did everything for you... I cared for you a lot, i treated you with respect and this is how you respect me.... that's a good way of respect.... I don't know if i can even talk to you anymore... damn it... well, i guess this is an end to a great friendship... and it was really painful when you told me about it and i ran away and when i returned i saw you guys laughing about and pretending like nothing even happened... that sickened me... i hope to die, now that you have destroyed me!! THANK YOU!! goodbye..

A SONG FOR THE PEOPLE WHO BETRAYED ME:

PARAMORE - For a pessimist i'm pretty optimistic

Just talk yourself up
And tear yourself down
You've hit your one wall
Now find a way around
Well what's the problem?
You've got a lot of nerve

So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

I'm not so naive
My sorry eyes can see
The way you fight shy
Of almost everything
Well, if you give up
You'll get what you deserve

So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

You were finished long before
We had even seen the start
Why don't you stand up, be a man about it?
Fight with your bare hands about it now

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay well did you
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away