this is my way | losingmyfriends's Blog

i jsut wanted to let you guys know that even if we're not friends anymore.... i still care for you... i love  you till my death and i wish i died now so i could stop loving you..... you hurt me so much... I didn't really expect the pain to come from you... specially you... If i'd have realized that you didn't really like me, i would have stepped away from you... you  should have told me before it became a lot more painful than stabbing my heart a thousand times.... You shattered my life, all my memories, happy ones and sad ones... i did everything for you... I cared for you a lot, i treated you with respect and this is how you respect me.... that's a good way of respect.... I don't know if i can even talk to you anymore... damn it... well, i guess this is an end to a great friendship... and it was really painful when you told me about it and i ran away and when i returned i saw you guys laughing about and pretending like nothing even happened... that sickened me... i hope to die, now that you have destroyed me!! THANK YOU!! goodbye..